My dad got diagnosed with cancer yesterday, so Im sad but im o.k because I know that mum and dad will be happy together for a lot longer. We havent been told of the extent yet.

 

Here it gets too hard for most people to accept... but

 

Now that i have sacrficed my life for the life of my mother and father, the opporutnities for amazing satisfcation in life are arising. i went from zilch to the possibility of great amazing wealth and respect.

 

Except I cant deal with it, cos I dont need to take make another decision. It was a final sacrifice of life. I cant say .. oh no I changed my mind now that the earth has finally made it easier for me.

 

Final sacrifice means I never  get to do it ever again and never ever do i get to see the earth again. I die for the Mother and the Father.

 

Hence, the sudden importance of all the things im meant to see, falling into my hands.  

I know that I am meant to see the light codes, the answers that davinci never revealed with maybe more. And low and behold, I find an original davinci with secrets on it. :) its amazing how the earth works. If it has to go to one person, it will definitely at least end up being found by her ie me.