I  decided to find myself today.

I need to change my life to suit my soul and suit my light
I am needing to die
and now I am.

I am a resurrection of the light I am in.

I am the woman.
I die to take a new heart and a new soul in to my light.
I died to change my light to the colour of all three.
I am golden.

And i find my father, my sister, my mother... my light.
I sacrificed myself to feel like I am what I am now.

And this is who I am.

 
I can only see myself as a universal symobol of life and love and sacrifice for light.
I am a cross on the symbol.

I see mary soul, jesus and God.

And now I am said to be rolled into one.

My God.