Olijah's profile♥ Diaries of Olijah ♥PhotosBlogListsMore Tools Help

Blog


    September 23

    Changeling

    This is one of my favourite movies. My friend said to me... you will really relate to this movie. I watched it and I did. I loved it.
    Not many people would be told that .. I think.
     
    September 20

    International Peace Day... the forethought

       i made up a Peace Campaign slogan for Tomorrows International Peace Day. it is....  

    I signed my name on the world peace agreement. did you?

    2009 International Peace PeaceFingers.gif image by sparkiegal4
     
    i think this should be given to all Leaders as a reminder to SIGN THE AGREEMENT THAT WILL BE SIGNED COOPERATIVELY.


    also made up a slogan for the end of the earth....
    .
    ...sing it..
    "dance everybody_ dance everybody _dance.     ... for the end of the earth is coming!"
     
    thats my end of earth slogan :)
    P e a c e    is the reason why we have government. I hope the leaders sign'.   
     

    sorry for the spelling mistake ... Schapelle Corby'. in the eye of society.

    Schapelle Corby has gone insane and will not survive her 20-year sentence unless she is moved out of Bali's Kerobokan jail, a top Australian psychiatrist has warned.

    Associate Professor Jonathan Phillips, who is believed to have been employed by the Corby family, visited Corby in prison earlier this month and says the former beauty student is "hanging on by a thread".

    "She is lost in her own bewildering world where fantasy, hallucinations and bizarre ideas dominate her mind," Dr Phillips told New Idea magazine.

    Tormented ... Schapelle Corby  last year.

    Tormented ... Schapelle Corby last year. Photo: AFP

    Dr Phillips, former president of the Royal Australian and New Zealand College of Psychiatrists, says the 32-year-old will continue to deteriorate unless she is moved.

    "Even if Schapelle got really good medical treatment in jail the place itself would destroy her, given her now precarious condition," he said.

    "I really fear for her.

    "I know from experience that her illness will not get any better in the current situation, and will probably worsen with the risk of calamity.

    "Whether she's innocent or guilty, her needs are medical."

    Dr Phillips says the best option would be to have Corby transferred as a prisoner to Australia and treated in a secure hospital setting.

    Failing that, she should go to a psychiatric facility in Bali, he said.

    Dr Phillips says he is certain Corby's condition is genuine.

    "Let me make it clear, I have been a psychiatrist for many years and I approach my work with proper clinical scepticism.

    "She is not putting this on.

    "She is in the deepest of pain and her personal world is coming apart.

    "Her mind is now playing dreadful tricks on her.

    "She can get no peace because she is sure she is being filmed at all times for bizarre purposes.

    "She sees highly personalised and critical messages in books, on television and in videos, and she is sure that others are conspiring to end her life.

    "She is in huge trouble."

    Dr Phillips said he was appalled that other prisoners took responsibility for giving Corby her medication.

    "I've never known a similar situation before and the things that might go wrong are beyond reckoning."

    The Corby family will send Dr Phillips' 20-page report to Prime Minister Kevin Rudd and other political leaders in the hope it may pressure them to press for Corby's transfer.

    Sister Mercedes said she was not surprised by the report.

    "It's really, really sad to see it all written down in black and white," she told the magazine.

    "It makes me feel helpless.

    "We have to get her out of prison to a place where she can be properly looked after."

    Corby's sister Mercedes has told a local news outlet in Bali a psychiatrist had been treating the 32-year-old since she tried to scale a water tower inside Kerokoban jail earlier this month.

    News and travelwebsite Balebali.com said prison authorities had to coax Corby down to safety recently.

    In June, she spent several days in an Indonesian hospital for treatment for depression after she reportedly claimed people were trying to spy on her through holes in the ceiling of her prison cell.

    "We are trying to get her better. Every day is difficult and she is not good," Mercedes Corby told the website.

    Last week, Corby had four months shaved off her 20-year jail term as part of Indonesia's Independence Day celebrations.

    Corby, 32, was sentenced to 20 years' jail after she was caught at Bali's airport in October 2004 with 4.1 kilograms of marijuana in her boogie board bag.

    She was last week given a four-month sentence cut as part of Indonesian Independence Day celebrations.

    thinking about Chapel Corbie and insanity.. through innocent eyes

     

    These are some notes i wrote while thinking of Chapel Corbie and sanity ... without knowing anything about her.

     

      Chapel Corbie  ... READ MY THOUGHTS FROM BOTTOM UP
  • ·         Chapel Corbie is 'clinically insane'.

  •  

  •   she's probably fuckin innocent anyway.   

    ·         I hope she is actually not sick, needing medical aid. I hope she realises she isnt as nuts as they are

    ·         anyway.......... i just wanted to rock the boat and attract attention. and make myself seem insane. So that ....I can get away with murder.   

    ·         at least murderers get off with murder when they seem insane enough. Pity sexy girls in an innocent camp cant use the same  law   

    ·         anyway.... i guess I stand up for the insane people of the world who werent insane and died because imagine if the cell she is in... is riddled with some parasite that is attacking her nervous system and making her insane.   

    ·         they didnt get medical aid.   

    ·         so, go die in your cell and be good about it will ya. and to say that tjhis sort of crime doesnt happen. well it does.   

    ·         so, ill tell you what you are... YOU ARE INSANE. i've written it on the record.   

    ·         or too 'rude' for us to be letting you have the same help as everybody else here.   

    ·         or too harshly   

    ·         which makes you appear like youre voicing your opinion too loudly   

    ·         cos sometimes the world fucks you off so badly that you decide to get smart and say 'get fucked' to anybody and everybody   

    ·         cos sometimes the world fucks you off so badly that you decide to get smart and say 'get fucked' to anybody and everybod   

    ·         i hope that Chapel comes out the other side as nuts as she is now... because she'll be insanely clever.   

    ·         she is an Australian citizen who could have caught an STD in prison that is making her crazy. or she could have a brain tumor. who knows?   

    ·         she is an Australian citizen who could have caught an STD in prison that is making her crazy. or she could be dying of cancer. who knows   

    ·         i suppose ill go read up about what she is doing and where she is. I havent heard anything about her since the 'insane' news   

    ·         I hope that Australia is making sure she is healthy in her body and mind. She deserves it.. She's intelligent and thats why she's insane   

    ·         i hope that she is considered as part of the wider community who are in need of help and who are offered help via the Australian governmentChapel Corbie is 'clinically insane'. I hope she is actually not sick, needing medical aid. I hope she realises she isnt as nuts as they are

    ·         I hope that people dont just say now... 'oh Chapel is insane now. and write her off.

    ·         Chapel Corbie is 'clinically insane'. I hope she is actually not sick, needing medical aid. I hope she realises she isnt as nuts as they are

     

     

  • September 19

    my first light amurai sword

     
    today I did a long meditation in attempt to heal my light
     
    During it I was given a Samurai Sword from the light. Its a golden sword and is the first of one I have ever receieved in my life and light.
    I was told it was an Athedian Samurai Sword that would enable me to continue to heal my soul.
    So I look up Athedian to see if the word exists, and I found this.
     
     
    Anatarian Healers - The Athedian Orders
    To the rest of the universe, the Athedian Orders are generally referred to Anatarian Healers, or among the Anatarian general population, simply Healers. These special people began to play a pivotal role in Anatarian society when society itself was in its infancy. When Antarians lived together in clans of about eight to fifteen families, the Healer was the head of the clan. They could heal the injured, understand things about animals and plants that seemed magical to everyone else. Early Healers practiced an extensive form of herbology, their knowledge passed down from healer to healer through the village. Rarely would there be more than two in one clan. To primitive Anatarians, they obviously were gifted with wisdom and knowledge about the world that no one else had. They seemed the natural choice for leadership.

    Even in the modern age of technology and science, the Anatarian Healer still performs an important function in the very base of society. They are highly respected individuals, and in addition to having an area of twenty or so families to tend to, they are asked for advice, called to mediate conflicts between family members and between families. They are natural teachers and assist in the raising of children, and it is highly rude to ignore the advice of a Healer.

    It took quite a long time for them to make the jump that demystified what they do, but they began to realize that there was value in "traditional" medicines. They began to take steps to understand their gifts, to the realization that even with their natural aptitude there was a lot to learn about the function of themselves and those they treated. They also began to realize there was limits to what they could do. For example, none of their abilities gives them the power to change the DNA of the person they are treating, and if that template is causing the body to fight itself, they cannot fix that. However, they can see the conflict within the body and identify readily where the problem is. It became obvious the value of learning more than the simple confines of how to use their gifts.

    There are three main roles of the modern Anatarian Healer. The first is the traditional one, the community healer, the arbiter, and the wise person to go to for advice. Many healers spend their later and more experienced years in this role, there are relatively few very young Healers serving this position. The second role is within the ranks of the Athedian Orders, either in research, dealing with special cases, specialist studies, or serving on the council which interacts with the government directly. Again this is a role for the more experienced or highly talented. The third role is with the Vanden, and this is often where young Healers start out, because they are not immune to the curiosity that afflicts their "non-gifted" kin.

    September 13

    which boy?

    yesterday i found out that there are 8 gold boys on earth  that i could merge with.
    i thought it was one of 3.
    hmmm. well, i know im the 9th ray of light.
     
    figuring out Earth is too hard. Its much easier in light. I know who i merge with there.
    Earth is just a tad bit harder.
     
     

    fusion of souls

     
    yesterday an angel said to me 'i want to give you my life'.
    And I said 'why give me your life'.
    Then i stopped and said ' I give you light'.
     
    ....it was a fusion of souls. I've been bleeding my light into an angel for the past week. Today is the last day.
     
     
     

    HAPPY INTERNATIONAL ANGEL DAY

     
     
    Happy International Angel Day.
     
    I FOUND THIS VIDEO TO GIVE A little message about how Angels can help you through your hearts trial and tribulations.
     
    TWIN SOULS
    I woke up today with a golen light shining brightly in my face. :) it was a beautiful experience. It was coming from Hamish. I could see him shining his light on me.
    ITS ALL ABOUT SOUL FUSION FOR ME OVER THE PAST COUPLE OF DAYS. SOULS UNITING INTO ONE. Im still learning at the moment, although today I am meant to become complete. I dont think that can happen though as I still havent had part of what I need to complete the heart of me. I'm not sure what this means now. I still need the kiss on earth :) nevermind.
     
     
    September 12

    Driving into the diamond light

     
    I learn today the concept of being a driver.
     
    WHAT IDENTIFIES A DRIVER :  
    Drivers have a dominating presence. Everything a driver says is essential. The words come from llight and give light. 
    Drivers speak only when the have something to say and everything they say is a point that needs to be made.
    It will 'ring a bell' or 'be a sign' to the passenger. It will say something. The driver may not even know why they said what they did.
    Yet, to the passenger it will make perfect sense.
    Drivers give the directions. Drivers, drive people home.
    They are the sort of person that everybody listens to and who will even make you feel nervous and perhaps usnure of whether what you said was important enough to say.
     
     
    I'm discoverd toay that I'm driving in to the diamond soul. I got given keys and a car and the car is a porsche boxter. :) invisible of course.  I had to star the car with the key.
     
          Angel Leo  gave me the key and said 'hold my hand' as he took in the diamond centre in light.   
     

     
     
    September 08

    tomorrow

    tomorrow is
     
    090909
    September 04

    first escape in September

    about an hour ago I was driving along in tears. I wasnt sure why. I texted my friend. And said 'I'm going home. I gotta figure why I"m here'. And then i thought 'why am I here on earth. I start thinking of the reasons.
     
    Then about 3 minutes later the bus in front of me pulls into bus stop. I pass the bus in my car. 
     
    Next second I hear a bang and not even realising, a car had side swiped the parked bus. It missed me by a millimetre or so. I didnt even get to see where it came from.
     
    Im still in shock.
     
    When you are suddenly right in the centre of something, its all so quick you dont even see it.
     
    its something i havent experienced before.
     
    on this day September 4. a week to go until the 9th. The day of light.
     
    the one day each year where i get suddenly worried about life.