Looks like after all the trauma i had to go through with my 'headcase' and the decision to neve go to a doctor again, i seem to have lumps at the base of my skull. The part that the cat scan doest see. So do i bite the bullet and go see a doctor. Had a major dull headace. Felt like i was dying again.

Well the worlds of light fell into one. The world i got now where im in light but on land. Still getting my balance. I met a new heart also. An english guy alex. We danced at Ambar and in my angel role i drained his sins that were insecurities. They flew into me and gnt sorted by my heart. I went to Ambar. Ruby ring case now closed. It is gone. Alex is a nice guy who could be loving other 21yr old fish in the sea instead of me. 2days and he still stares at my face and smiles. He's nice to me.

I had a bit of a rough time last year and moved in with my mum and dad. Mum is a wonderful woman and makes me my lunch every day. Ive noticed however that whenever i start getting thin, she does undercover work to help me put on the kilos. Ie. The butter on my sandwich gets about 2mm thicker. Good ol mum.

Today i was late for work cos i locked my keys in my car. Anyway i pull up as the coffee lady pulls out. So she stops on the side of the road and opens up the van to get me a coffee. She's a good woman. I appreciate kindness. So nice. So yeah, yesterday i said that a hot drink and a friendship bracelet would make my cold better. I got the hot drink :).

I cant believe they said on neighbours (im watching just 2night, i hate it) that hamish isnt as beautiful in the flesh. When i saw him in the flesh, i was astounded by his beauty. Before that i always thought andy lee was the most amazing. Hamish's light almost blinded me and turned me into 100 % angel. Its amazing i didnt have an attack of torettes. Giggles.

I had to delete this entry as it spoke of the person i loved by name.. The one who i decided at 3yrs old was my husband.. and who by chance i met again at 28.. And loved him from the moment i saw him. Im finally able to see past his heart. I really saw him as the most beautiful man on earth. There was a magnetic force between us. Anyway, the point of this is to say, im over him. I would have died for him and i did. U cant get any further than that.

I have a cold and im sick... Nobody cares.. Cough cough.. Except for my work who are deeply concerned as they have lost their main slave for a day during a hectic time. I think a hot drink and a friendship bracelet would fix it. (-_-) didigirl angel ol.

HALT WHO GOES THERE! ... I said it all the time when i was a kid.

When i was on the millionaire boat last week, i met a little girl called Paris. We spent hours together doing stories and drawings and palm reading. By the end of it, she saw me as a 7yr old. As one of my friends (about my age) walked past and she said 'is that your dad?'. I think its nice that i still have the innocence of a child, despite my experiences as an adult. Paris is a great little girl.

A rare albino whale calf has been named Wilgi Manung off the coast of a favourite place of mine - Augusta in WA. Its where the 2 oceans meet and there is a big white light house there that looks like an angel.

I want to know what happened to my ruby diamond ring that i had for a whole 2 days before the little fukwit sitting next to me stole it off me. I need to know if he did as i keep thinking about it and it angers me. I cant afford to replace it. It was an expensive gift for my mum to buy me. I still havent told her and i feel terrible.

Hey guess what. Im at the sesh at cottesloe, and i just got told i have a forehead like Angelina Jolie's. Yes! :) alright

I just saw hamish's face on tv. And he looks so angelic today. He looks like he did at pants off. He has his sparkly face on.

As of this point forward. Marky dark can fuck off. Im sick of being used and abused by the ass holes who fuck me over and take advantage of my kindness. I get so disappointed and today i even cried. Im an angel on this earth and they are ass holes who i try to help and who care but when it comes down to it they dont. It makes me so upset that i wish i could just abort this mission and live in my dreams.

I had a dream last night that i kissed Hamish. Giggles. He was hosting a game show on the ocean and everybody (about 100 people) had a place on this big grid. I was sitting just in front of him. And we kissed smoochy smooch. Hmm. I slept til 12 today. Had lots of work to do in heaven. Im going to the sunday sesh now with my chik.

Checkin checkout lounge scene.
Over the speaker we hear- 'Attention all angels. Please number 17 come forward to the peace sign and sign your heart. Before u do, please wake up number 18. Thankyou and have a nice day'.
There are 22 angels to be checked in. In there we have all the crazy kids like hamish and andy, john travolta, johnny depp and others who combined are one big Ha. Funny.

One time i had to pay attention to my soul and unitise it. Mary and mary and mary etc became one ol mary. And i became Elijah in the light. My light intersected into one point. My hands, head and heart were sowed. Now i have these worlds apart that are becoming one and are being shaped with an infinity flow. They are entwining. When they become a centre circle we will be forced into one world. I become the day, and the boy becomes the night. We are driving the Core. And we know who we are. King&Queen.

Ive got lots of feelings in my heart 2day and i dont know what to do with them. My head is hurting. Im doing my best but my heart is calling for something that doesnt exist. I feel like i need to pray and meditate in a temple of calming hearts. Away from people unlike me. And i choose the angel with a smile to sit with me. As u lit up my faith and restored my happiness last night. Love u Angel

Had a dream i was in a plane crash last night. I was ok. I was with 2 backpacker guys i didnt know. Today i see there was a crash in spain. This sort of thing happens alot to me.

Please god. Return my ring, the gift from my mother, for i cant replace it and i didnt deserve to have it taken from me and i dont need the worry over it . Please please let it come back to me. Amen :(