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July 31 Ol's French tipsFrench Tip 1. French champagne is so much nicer. Even if its a $12 bottle. Its better than the aussie bubbly. French tip 2: if u see a boy you like, french kiss him. :) French tip 3: to cure the hiccups, drink a nib of french dressing. French tip 4: speak french in france to avoid rude french men. July 30 I'll kiss you in my dreams like this... as I cant find you. i'd sing him a love song if only i could. I'd think about him everyday like a girlfriend should.
I'd lay with him and laugh with him and make him feel good. I'd sing him a love song, if only i could. July 29 Now its NobodyI wish i was allowed to say everything i need to, but im not. I wish i was able to tell you that i want you. But i cant. I wish i could tell you that you are worth the wait. But I wont wait for nobody. As nobody has said anything. I wish you knew that i want you like i wanted he. For he is the one. And now nobody is. Cured of my love. my attempt at humour today... its not that funny
Dr Ol’s home psychology tips..
Today’s tip: … if you just pretend you’re ok, then eventually you become o.k.. J
And remember… don’t be afraid to ask Dr Ol. She has a wealth of physical and mental experiences not dealt with by doctors or psychologists.
July 27 Im sadI want to find Dave from scarborough. I liked him and i pretended not to like him much. :( ill never find him. He goes away this week. I miss his face. It was so cute. July 26 I decidedI NEED to be LOVED BY ANOTHER. As life is short until u let love come in and feed your life. Id love to fall in love again. But i make it so hard for myself for i only see the last leaf of the tree. Can i make my final wish, to fall in love with the one man who will fall in love with me, exactly as i have for he. Perfect harmony. I wish this for i need a life that gives me love that gives me life. The clock is ticking in my head. So badly i need to go to bed..with a man who keeps me safe in his arms. Lost and foundIm devastated. My ring my mum gave me got pickpocketed off my hand..it seems. Went to ambar last night. Most insane nutter night that was so fucked but was also tragic fun. I met a boy with the froglips i love. He liked me. I liked him. But i had little trust in men last night and walked away without a number. I think i liked him. Tragic loss as he had the face of the one man i loved who doesnt like me and who i cant get over due to that fact cos normally im loved. Even when im a bitch..not often. July 25 TREE DAY ... WHAT I KNOW ABOUT TREESSEEINGS as ITS TREE DAY...I should tell my story of the tree of life.
An explanation to the creation of life on earth.
Given to me the night before my closest near death yet... when I almost got murdered.
I received it in the middle of the night while trying to sleep. I was madly trying to write it down, but it got so complicated. Very scientific, but in a way that describes both man and light together. The light part was easy for me to get, but when it got down to the elements and the soil composite and the rings in the tree stump, I got a bit confused. Anyway, to decipher the tree of life again as much as I did the night I received the teaching from God or the light, would probably mean that I was about to die as a girl on earth. So, I decided to never really tell the full tale as it doesnt make sense until you get it from God anyway. He gave me the answer to life and then decided in a twist of fate to keep me on the earth. So blessed with sudden superpowers !!! ... I fought like a ninja ....
and lived to tell the tale of .. I heard my own murder scream... think about it...
Anyway, the tree of life to put it in the simplest way I can....
Says that I am a leaf on a tree and every leaf on my tree is a soul that I will see on earth. Each leaf as a person on earth and soul of light gives me love, and therefore gives me life. I need to fall to the floor and lay with each leaf on my tree to have received all the love of each person I needed to see on earth. Once I have fallen to the floor and laid with each leaf, I have circled my life and completed my journey.
The tree trunk is actually the main core of all life. And without the core life eventually ceases to exist. I was told by God that I am not just a leaf, but I'm also the core.
Therefore I can say that I am a tree.
SAVE ME! tree day..I'M A TREE
SAVE ME!
National Tree Day! July 25
its kind of like...
save the Quoll, Save Andy Lee! (private joke)
July 23 My new pj'sI got pj's for my birthday. They are striped and the pants are long and cool. I like em. I also got yummy body butter from the bodyshop, a ruby ring, a gold diamond heart necklace, and a bottle of perfume. MY MUM LOVES ME. I bought myself french champagne because its better that the rest and i like bubbles. GIGGLES
HAMISH AND ANDY CAT
birthday word of the day was...i get word of the day sent to me each day and its usually quiet interesting as the words seem to relate to something that is going on in my life at the time.
anyway, the word of the day on my Birthday yesterday was....
Word of the Day for Tuesday, July 22, 2008gamine \gam-EEN; GAM-een\, noun: 1. A girl who wanders about the streets; an urchin. haa haa, that is me! except i dont wander the streets anymore... due to my near murder last year. soulja girlOn this day in 1977...
an angel landed on this Earth.
Blessed with the Power of Love, her mission was to find her soul. She succeeded.
She continues to walk alone.
And finds her self in everybody she sees.
Her light fell upon the earth in a blessing she gave at the end of her soul.
 SO WITH HEARTS ALL OVER THE WORLD THAT NIGHT
she walked into the world of light.
And decided to return as a white heart with a gold light, with a mission....
To find her mate that she left behind. Her soul mate.
Blessings to me on my Birthday... the day of 22....
celebration of Mary Magdalene and a celebration of a woman.
Also,
i GOT another song idea .... MY LOVE IS FOR FREE... the name of the song. My soul mate needs to know that for me to succeed in the mission im on. Can some muso famous person work that part out, and get it out on the airwave to get the message across to the world.
July 21 I have a song ideaWoman sits in a piano bar. waits for a man who never comes.She listens to a piano man play. Sees a picture above the piano of a womans face. it looks like her. She walks up and says id like to sing a song to you. She starts singing about the picture. And works out that he plays piano to the picture. he's in love with the woman but doesnt know who she is. She works out what she has to see, the woman is a pic of her. They are both waiting for each other. She is a love song to he. He's the man she waits for. Together at LastI painted this last night...Its not complete yet. I had a sudden urge to paint at 3am, so I got out of bed and started a new painting. I'm glad I did now.
I actually suprised my self with this one as I usually take forever to work out the picture I need to paint. I thought at first there was just going to be a woman in the pic, and then low and behold... a man appears behind her! yay. I usually dont paint men. Its usually just a solo woman. I'm going to call this painting... Together at Last.
Im having trouble with the faces. I need to ditch my sloppy painting method and do some finer art in this one. Actually wash my brush and use a decent paint brush. I will finish it tonight or tomorrow before the full moon ends. I always paint so much better when there is a full moon. Weird... but thats me... proud to be. July 19 Let downOf the century. Its where im at. Im dressed up to go out to a place that wont make me any better. I dont like being around a certain person and he is the one who cares enough to try. I got majorly disappointed and got made to feel bad when id done nothing wrong at all. I gave up my birthday celebration due to the hurt factor. I just cant be bothered being happy for others today. So im doing it alone. I wish my angel love would be real and just close the deal.w |
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