Olijah's profile♥ Diaries of Olijah ♥PhotosBlogListsMore  |  Tools Help |
|
May 31 I likeI feel like doing something of my soul 2night. I want to dance, sing, write or just be around the light of my life. Which is my soul. Mo is the go. I want to do it with my mo. Because a wise man once said 'woman will make mo, while men will make music. Together they will make music with mo.' i think i may just paint a portrait of Elijah. My soul light. And let the light shine in. This is what i like. I like being me to the core. May 28 save the whales
Hey Sea Angels, Greenpeace have a petition out to save the whales in Japan. You get to create your own whale and everything. You can even track your whale to see how its going on its journey. Go to http://www.send-a-whale.com/sendawhale/landing.php to sign the petition. My whale is the pink one in the picture. She's pretty. You gotta sign by mid june, so do it now.
Ollywood - StardomI'm really into Hollywood today. I think its because of the whole Ashton interest and his party at Dolce that I want to go to. I've asked Hamish and Andy to help me, but I doubt if they will. They are busy with the whole new flavoured chip that is coming out... crazy boys... i love them.
So, i'm at work, listening to the Hollywood gossip on my headphones (i'm usually not interested in this sort of stuff), and...
Britney Spears and Mel Gibson have gone on holiday together! How bizarre.
I know Mel Gibson is somehow connected to the holy times as I had dream where he was Jesus in the dream. And I know Britney is becoming angelic (particulary with a mary magdalene connection). Its funny that they should come together at this time.
Maybe I should start an Ollywood column, and give you all the insights on the stars and their angelic soul connections.
Most of them are actually angels on earth. All on similar gradients of light. Stardom. Ashton - invite me invite meAshton Kutcher is having a party at his Dolce Restaurant. Does anybody know how to get invited :) i wish I could be around people like this. I think its my calling in life - oh apart from the other of being a nun. :) Maybe I could be a celebrity angel healer and give them all the light they need.
Ashton is a spunkarama. KatyaWent to dinner last night for my sisters birthday. I bought her a really pretty cross. Katya, my little neice, and I are like two peas in a pod. We made my sister a card while at the dinner table. Katya always brings all the latest pens and textas - this time she brought black paper with glitter pens and metallic textas that work on the black card. She should have been worn out after a full day of sport carnival events including an 800 metre run (at 7rs old). She won a gold medal in shot put. Beat the other kids by 2metres! Yeah, go girl. Anyway, the photo is a bit hard to see, but its of Katya and the card.
May 26 I do my bestIm learning lots about the light and info just flows like a river in me. Wants to make we aware of where i sit and why my heart is so important. Its hard being at work when im like this. I feel like i need to be gaffotaped to the chair so i dont float off and given a scribe. I give some of it to the core angel site as its a golden light delivery. Im trying to decipher it myself at the moment. Is there a place for people like me.. A live in a church maybe. Im not common. my angel wandYesterday, my new light teacher and beautiful light master Olly, bought me my first every angel healing wand.
We had a little ceremony and he presented it to me. There were light angels, masters of healing, my reiki light master (buddha #1), some snake authorities, and lots of light from christ and divine hearts present. Even a bit of wikka came into play with the force of the elements empowering the wand.
The power of light was infused into the wand and it was blessed by the heart of Elijah.
It is a gift I will always cherish, just like the beautiful man who gave it to me. Thanks Olly for the light you give me forever and always.
Also, thankyou for opening my heart and allowing me to see the answers in my heart that I need.
Bless you my light angel Olly. The first angel to see me as I am, to take my hand, and also let me see what I coulnt before.
you are a rare. x May 25 rolling stonesI've got that song in my head today...
I cant get no satisfaction. by the rolling stones.
Pretty much describes my head today.
I'm trying to accept everything less than perfect and be happy.
I'm finding it not too hard, but really... I just...
cant get no satisfaction.
hmm. I dont feel great. May 23 4 minutesHas anybody thought about that song by Justin Timberlake and Madonna and why its 4 minutes.
Do you think they just pulled 4 minutes out the air or do you think it has some kind of meaning behind it.
Like, maybe they figured out that it took 4 minutes to build Rome. It could have a very deep meaning. Do people ever ask artists these type of questions or not? I sometimes wonder.
starting my life again...Firstly, my purpose with my art...I was so tired last night, yet I dragged myself off to the shopping centre that I hate going to buy some paints and a canvas. I feel like I have something to paint.
I wonder how long it will take me this time. it takes me so long to paint a piece that when I have a feeling that I need to paint, then its good as i usually move along the process I go through quicker.
I understand more about me as an artist... the way I operate now and why my art is liked by people....
I know now that the beauty within my light will become part of the painting. And thats what sold my art at the exhibition with my one piece 'sofia of life'. There was something about the painting - it made you look twice and the more you looked at it the more beautiful it became .... thats what they said to me.. and its what I thought too.
I imagine that if I was to slowly create a new piece every time I feel I need to, then i will produce something beautiful that people will love. So, now in my art world, I plan to produce a limited collection of art that I will sell for the purpose of allowing others to see where I come from. see what you get when you ask me how I am during an epiphanyI'm in one of those moods today where i'm just not sure where i'm going, what I'm doing, why i'm here still, what I want to do. Its kind of like I've just woken up and now i have to take all the pieces in and do something with them. I'm a little lost in the universe as I've maybe just found out where I am.
Last night I wrote a message to my friend who asked me something simple like 'how are you'. This is what I wrote:
"I'm o.k. Tired. I kind of woke up to where the world is now and why we even continue as we are. It made me see how we are so unaware of the complexity of evertying we see as real. Its all just a creation and maybe what I want is never ever seen here on earth for a reason too hard to say. Maybe, I've done all the best things at another time and another life, and now is just a left over part created for the curse of the earth. Its a cruel reality and if I could be anywhere then I'd be where I started for the light was love and really pure and was the most amazing life. When did we have to abandon that for here. Why did I have to leave my soul love? for he is still there and wants me to go home. But I decided to get the answer I needed and stay. I now know I deserve him. He is the light and I the dark.....
anyway, I'm really delving into things... amazing as I'm working out why I'm here." what no coffee?I bought a coffee this morning at McDonalds..... and it has no coffee in it.
 Its just warm milk.Guess thats what I get for buying coffee off the streets.
May 22 LIGHT, LOVE, LIFE... THE REAL WORLDi feel like just sitting and working out the world. I feel like writing down the answers to all the things we dont ever see and never think to even ask. The concepts that are the initial light and which give life. the basisi of all we are, and what we have now. the original idea. the bit that you only ever find out once you meet the man who made it. I'd like to get the answers to all the really lovely and beautiful things that exist now and use them to create a world of love with a life of its own. The wisdom would be the heart of the world which gives us all the wisdom we need to get it right... and to let the love of life shine in everything that exists. It would be a picture perfect place. I wonder if that what happened when god created the world we are in now. I wonder whether there was a corrupt piece put it which polluted the essence of the world. I wonder if he did it on purpose or if he didn't know what was really good and not really good. God I gather is the one I am talking about. I wonder if god put this world to the test to see what would happen if he threw a bad apple in. Jesus, this earth could be one big experiment. How far do you take it before you get the answer to 'what happens if you dont give pure light right at the very start'. I cant wait til we get the real world which is created around all the best bits like innocence and light and love and beauty.... beauty is what we need as when something is very beautiful, we get given lots of life from it. light, love, life goes hand in hand.
anyway, i'm just looking at the pieces that nobody ever really sees or even thinks to ask about.
is there any way of me getting the answer to 'why do i have to be sitting here now when I could be sitting with those who get me". why, because, I have to sit and wait for the one who lets me live the life i should to look at me and say 'like you'. Bless you. I think I even love you.
hmm, maybe i'm about to get this. Maybe i never see the life I long to see for i saw it all already. I could have already done this before and lived life on earth.
the universe is a maze of life and if you ever get 'it' then you'll just wonder what actually is happening in this earth. Reality is.... who can tell... so many bits and pieces to solve and unravel to work out the way the world should be.
i WANT TO SOLVE THE WORLD THAT i HAVE IN ME
May 21 grrrri didn't go play my piano yesterday and today I'm really excited about going to play it. But, a spanner has been thrown in the works so I cant go and play it today either. And I am acting like a big kid who isn't allowed to have their toy. I am cracking the shits. I cant help it. I've been waiting for over a year to see my piano. and if Olly reads this... then I'm sorry Olly, but you could at least let me come and see it! Even just for half an hour. are you going to go to bed at 6pm? if you are, I could get there at 5.30, look at it and give it a kiss and be gone by 6pm. I'm just devastated. I'm sorry! People dont understand the importance.
:( cry baby cry. May 20 hooorayI get my piano back today after a year of it being in storage. Ended up in storage after a failed attempt at moving to Adelaide to live with my ex fiance. Its travelled from Perth to Adelaide and back, and now its going to be just around the corner from the little shop where I bought it originally. My friend Olly has a little front room at his house and its going to be placed there. I cant wait to play it. I have this piano piece going through my head which i want to play. I love piano........ I'm going to start lessons again. I need to find a piano teacher. Preferably one that will be a little bit eccentric. May 18 ESSENCE pieces form Gai lightwith everything i say , I always know that
when everyything is a crying shame, i have only myself to blame.
with that i have everything i need.
For mother mary is of golden light.
And I have her in me.
purity in its soul ...
WORD OF THE DAY - ESSENCE (read it to understand it ie.slowly and carefully with your wisdom)
just to clarify or inform or add to ol's knowledge
The essence is a light.
With essence we have light...
for it will light all other lights
and gives the light a face.
without the essence we have only one light... golden light
therefore whitelight is not essence
without the golden light, we see only one light of all white
(or if all does not go well, we see 4 lights of light and a mirky mud pool)
with a golden light there is love
without the golden light we have only a gold heart
without a heart, we have a god
.. who has a gun
the gun will shoot us all
with god there is life
and with jesus and mary there is face
white face is the answer
(shocking.. but mary pull her face off and breaks it up into worlds of light)
she has a face of love
when you pull it in to you
you will see the face of love
and this is the wisdom you have
she puts her face down and pieces it back together
with every piece she sees, there will be guides
they will guide her into soul
and verse 5 will be sung
- blame it on the moon
i love you lots
tippy toesI saw my wings yesterday too. they were a pink colour. Smelt like strong feather and down afterwards. funny. I"m still elevating all the time off the ground. Tippy toe walkin, gold light talkin!
i'm not brave enought to let go and fall yet. brave men and white girl angels will elevate off the earth!
BRITNEY SPEARS NEWS IN LIGHT! REPORTING FROM HEAVENBRITNEY SPEARS IS BEING PULLED INTO LIGHT
WATCH OUT FOR THE NEXT ANGEL ON EARTH!
LOOK OUT FOR THE PERFUME. ITS MAD SMELL. I GET IT LOTS LATELY.
WHAT WILL ANGEL LIFE DO TO HER?
LIGHT HER UP SCOTTY.
BLISS MANBLISS WAS WHERE i WAS
HOME IS WHERE I HOPE TO BE
I CANT SEE THE SON WITHOUT YOU
RUN MAN RUN
|
|
|
