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May 31 kick pushwhen things are beyond belief.. just
sing
Laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa la
Then shake your head
And keep walking
like nothing is the matter
…..laaaaaaaaaaaaa la
kick push kickpush May 29 pianoI decided to take piano lessons again. With a chik this time. She seems so cool. I like her. My old teacher became famous I think. shame I never got to ask him about those letter. maybe Ill find that key I was meant to that unlocks the secrets. Friday night hollowMy friday night Woodside party sreet people came, saw, and kicked ass! I gatesqashed for 5mins ie. Looked in from the outside). Just as i swooned up the street with sparkling red' glass, breasted jacket, punk A-live ol style i see young, old, all kickin it to the Band. Sounds like da muso who hates me. Still dont know why.. makes life special! mr entertainment himself..the one ive been bumping into since birth. Thought somebody famous was about with all the crowd screams . So i cop a spot (sit on the lawn) and willow the light girl delivers my heart that i threw in the ocean! I start singing 'willow, willow' song. Im beaming and feeling like i sat on a grass mushroom with magical rays (i didnt). I hear the sound of a goodnight folks, like you hear from the common radio dj voice. It starts pouring with rain at my songs end. My protective neighbour who gatesquashed with me is trying to drag we away, when i look at face of dj voice. Him again? I think. I Went to church after that and sat in the rain. Power cutsI seem to be experiencing strange power problems in my body. Had a visitor while asleep who zapped me with his light finger. Now, last night, i suddenly shut down like a wind up doll that needs winding. Weird. May 24 what it comes down toWhen everything seems hopeless Just close your eyes And sing then smileand be strong May 23 ThankyouI put 3 years into a job that turned me from a fitness freak to a workaholic stress head. Had a breakdown, got shit upon by the best, took time off (unpaid), got back on my feet, left to find a better life, got shit upon by the best of the best. I left those people. Came home. Im trying my hardest not to shatter. And the 3yr job that i put my heart into and did good at in the end, are now telling my life story. Thanks for your help. I need a goddam break. Life is tough. Here we goDit didi di. Dit didi da. Why did ditdidi not jumpstart the car? Jump jump jump..start the car. May 22 Black diamond dreamTrying to go to sleep and remembered a dream i had last night about a rare black diamond. Had a smooth face which when held at a certain angle, had the most brilliant white light. A friend of mine was holding it and he showed me how special it was. Butterfly and the PianoTo relieve my boredom, i would like to write a play which starts with a beautiful pale blue and black butterfly than lands on a piano. It should include a ballerina and a piano man and its a love story. The one that never got told. Candle in the windI called my heart yesterday, i held it in my hand, i asked he do the same in synchronised timing. I hope he hollows back. Time is of the essence. Let it be, let it be. May 21 My desireI come from a family who love me, but never say it. Who may be proud of me, but only know of A student. I love art..it developed later in life. I play piano really well, but only a few pieces that are really difficult. I can barely play mary had a little lamb. I love painting, my hand has a mind of its own. My family have never seen me play piano & dont comment on my art. I have amazing worlds within, & would like to share it with somebody who cares. Id like to show my heart to one who will show me theirs. Here i goOut to see again, sunshine fills my hair, there is magic in the air.. Love that song. Its my departure song. When im heading to something new. Where d go?When people start gluing their hats to their head cos they keep taking the hat off and misplacing it, you got to start worrying. May 20 proud to quoteQUOTES ARE WORTH A MILLION TO THOSE WHO WILL NEVER BE QUOTEDI ADMIRE QUOTES WHEN THEY ARE USED IN THE MANNER THEY WERE MEANT FORTHAT IS, TO TEACH THOSE WHO NEED A PREVIEW TO WHAT HAS BEEN TAUGHT..IN MY OPINION.... I THINK QUOTES ARE INTELLIGENT BEINGS TRYING TO IMPART THEIR KNOWLEDGE TO THOSE WHO NEED A LESSON..IN WHAT MAKES US WHO WE AREAND ANYTHING OTHER THAN THIS... HMMMMI'D ASK THE DALAI LAMATHE GUY WHO TAUGHT JESUS!SO QUOTE THATAND IMPROVE THE ONES THAT ARE ON THE GENERAL LIVE SPACES QUOTES THAT I DECIDE TO PLACE ON MY SITE COS THEY SUCK! AND IN MOST CASES PROMOTE NON ANGELIC HARMONY. THEY ARE NICE SOMETIMES THOUGH... PEOPLE NEED POSITIVE STUFF... IT MAKES US LOOK AND WANT TO BE A PART OF THE A-TEAM.. After midnightYou say...The girl with the part in her hair? Do u want to go to the beach? And teach me how to take you as you are? Do u want me to see u as a mermaid, or an enchanted sea. Live my life. Make me live. Keen to talk? More amore. I... Smile and say.. Will u remember this time? May 19 Gold1.53pm. Just saw the end of the rainbow from the city. Amazing that i see all this stuff. Good luck perhaps. May 18 Tutor pleaseSo, im needing some help with a light equation that requires me to enquire re math tuition. And guess where i end up.. leo.. Hang that one up on the line. May 17 Coming home visionI long for the day where you come home to me.
Where you chase me around the house and touch me lovingly.
I wish that everyday you come home, its nothing like before,
and that every time you see my light, its like opening a grande door.
Come home to me, and ill come home to you.
Then we can intwine our love and just relax to our song.
hmm... love me like you do.  May 14 random gatecrasherYou tell me that it cant be me
You promise me that you will remember this time
You share my laughs
You leave me in a nut house!
You scare me when I'm with you
You hold me.... not this time
You leg it and expect me to come with you
You don't even know who I am, who I was, and who I am to be
You laugh in me and .... let me speak Sir!
Get your hand off my leg,
You don't even like me.
So get out of this house
And,.....
Black Magic is not on my agenda!
Unless it comes in an incense packet
and aromatises my angel light
Music is nicer with you, so
Get with the program. The clock is ticking.
Knock next time.
Is that you?
Oh, it is. Entrer sive plaire.
Excuse my plain French.
I didn't know you were there.
Chow. My chinese for goodbye.
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