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March 31 the path i didnt takeThis is one of the paths I decided not to take. I was a major gym junky and my beautiful angel boyfriend was Mr Australia. I started training to do the doubles with him and then I left him to go to Melbourne and pursue my business career. Notably to work in and Advertising Agency. The girl in the middle, number 39, is now married to him. I knew her. She use to do my aerobics classes. I use to go jogging with her sister. She scored my job when I left Perth and my boyfriend. I loved him but I didnt mind as I just wanted him to be happy. He deserved it. I honestly think she looks great. Much better than the others and really defined. You can see that David is her coach. Well done the Naturals. :)
March 30 beam me up Elijah for my first hospital healingI offered to visit a girl in hospital and do a healing on her. She has 3 brain tumors. She just got the third and she's about to give up.
I've never attempted healing another with a brain tumor.
I helped a guy once who had cancerous cells. And then didnt have them anymore.
I've healed me on many occasions.
I'm scared.
I dont want to fail.
But I guess at least Im trying.
I know I am a very powerful healer.
I guess I just need to have faith.
And know that I have jesus in the palm of my hand, the golden heart of Mary, and the light of Elijah.
I need to believe and feel her love.
Its Easter at least.
Amen eat my dust!Oh yeah, and if God every says 'Eat my Dust' to you.
then its probably a good thing. As it means you are an angel and you are about to eat the salt of a nebula.
So you glow like an angel. Golden highlightsThese are some othere interesting points that came out of my golden light delivery yesterday.
Sir lancelot. Hamish lookalike?The painting below was painted by Elanor Fortescue Brickdale in 1911. I think Hamish is a rebirth of Sir Lancelot. I had a dream of him last night. We were in a fun run together or a long walk. We were flirting. Andy Lee (even tho im obsessed with him - spew spew:) was King Arthur. I know that for a fact.
March 29 Rise of Earthi've been a bit nuts for the past 24 hours or so. Its good though as I needed to just let myself be in light. I heal and decipher things in light.
The last couple of hours I've been receiving lots of golden light iformation that I'm attempting to put into words that people with understand. I'll put it on my coreangel space as its golden light information and i'm allowed to be a bit brave there.
Something interesting that came out of it was: in the next week we will see a rise of the earth. There will be a sudden force which will align the lights of earth, soul and fire. The jesus light will shine through the earth.
So, I guess, like every Easter I will get blasted with light! I usually get suddenly thrown back to a scene from holy times. Its like a past life regression but Im awake when i experience it. eg. Mary throwing stones at the men who decided to kill Jesus.
I also got an insight into the meaning of 'see the sun'. I know that I need to see the son or sun. I've always been confused by that.
The following is the part about the rise of the Earth which wont make sense unless you understand the whole light world and get the jist of the faces of light, the way the soul and sun and light is arranged. Its mumble jumble to most but just a bit of light talk to me.
THE RISE OF THE EARTH The rise of the Earth will be coming in another week or so. the golden light will be given a new chance. The shine will see through the face of fire. The fire of earth. The earth will see the sun. And sun and light and the moon will take a charge or force that will be given to death of fire. The light will shine all over the world and dices will be sold to the hands of a time. The fine man of earth, indian hands of soso will give teh light to jesus heart. The light will be given a new start. It will be defined as a golden light heart that causes us all to see the soul of life. Sir Lancelot
My friend lent me a few art books yesterday and I really loved this painting. Sir Lancelot. I felt like he was somebody I have been in love with. It was a nice surprise to find it. My Reply to Bridgett's accusation that I am obsessed with Andy Lee
one of my new conceptsits not one of my better ideas, but..
I was talking the other day with my boss who underneath it all, would actually prefer to do something like design clothes. I told him I have lots of ideas. I just dont do them due to the money factor ie. i dont have any! :) so anyway, when he was talking to me, I was delivered an idea. This is it. Clothing label called
Now or Nin.
 March 28 Surfs upIt actually felt like it was andy. But i think his surfer arms were bigger than andy's. :) . Yay. Surfs up andy. Early. Clone Andy LeeI went to a party 2night. It was cool. City beach. Mixin in the front yard, pool at the back. People. There was a guy who looked just like Andy Lee.! Ahh. I screamed, took a photo and went home. It was crazy. A younger version. The guy hamd never even seen andy. And before you say anything.. let me say... Im not obsessed with Andy Lee! Alright! I hate him. I do, I do., I'm sure I do. Well, I dont like him. Bridgett! where are you.? She told me I was obsessed! How ludicrious! :)
March 22 Anniversary Ol & Ol picsOl and Ol met one year ago. Oliver was the first beautiful man I had met in a long time. He restored my faith in men and enabled me to feel love and lust again towards another. I appreciate Ol for being such a beautiful person. Kind and caring and always willing to help and just be beautiful. To celebrate, we went to the beach. Here are some photo's of where we sat. Just from my phone. Ol has some better ones.
   March 21 what i learnt tonighttonight, i realised that .... there seems to be a recurring incident in my life. Where, the older men that become my good friends (3 in total so far) all end up saying exactly the same thing...
that is...
"I am around you because I like your company. Its not just because I want to have sex with you. Although if you said you wanted to, I would. I just want you to know that I would never do anything to ever hurt you. I'll always protect you."
hmmm. I'm starting to wonder how sincere it actually is.
I have trust issues, but I always still look at everybody as being great people. I only look at the good part of a person when I first mee them. I never judge them on what they do or who they are on Earth. I look at their heart.
March 19 Yoga ChiroYesterday, when I was sick. I did a 3 hour healing session which involved meditation, yoga, and my own chiropractic work. I was fully guided by the light throughout this time. It was like I had somebody standing with me, telling me exactly where to hold, what to push, what angle to be on etc etc. It was all done in a gentle way. No force used. But I still managed to crack everything that needed to be cracked and stretch like I've never stretched before.
I came out feeling so much better. I'm sore today. But its good. I actually think I managed to improve my neck, that even chiro's cant crack. Its sore today. But its a good sore.
I realigned my spine and hips and some of my energy. My back is sore too.
I was so drained before I did it of energy that I had to sit down after having a shower from being so worn out. But I managed to sweat for about 2 hours doing a yoga chiro workout, and survived.
I have been very tuned in different frequencies in the past couple of crazy days :). its a laugh. It really is.. when you can hear the radio without a radio on. Anyway... today at my computer
I heard the sound of ommmm. when i got in. And now its turned into placid flute.
:) all i can do is sit back and listen and smile. And just pretend to be normal.
March 18 Ella the umbrella of lightand the other thing I wrote yesterday was..
duck when it rains, even if you have nowhere to go, for I will open my umbrella, and let you stand under me. I am light. And my name is Ella. I am a light ray. I have golden light to give. I am part of a gamma. I give you sunshine. I am shining my light on you. I am an umbrella of light.
I cant believe that song Rhianna sung.. it was right after I chose that name for my little ray of sunshine... a daughter I knew I was meant to have in the future. I do actually care alot.dont read this if you dont like negativity or heart towards a sore point that I shouldnt even mention for the point of ... the point of it all.
or if it will encourage you to not treat me like I'm deserving of being treated how I would treat you.
I would have said Happy St Pats yesterday, but I was ill and then worked my hardest to make up for not getting to work at the time others do. I still did my 7.5 hours and I am actually not feeling so guilty now for having half a day off due to a one week stomach virus which I spent the whole weekend in bed with.
My day due was harsh due to the whole feelings of 'im not worthy as I had time off'.
However, I was very angelic yesterday and managed to be around normal people despite having difficulty due to light / earth clashes.
Anyway I am managing my life but I'm just feeling sick. In case my friends, family, or work people want to know.
I didnt get asked. I actually felt very much like the day after my nephew died, where I was treated the same.
Today I'm sick again and I'll have to go to work running to the toilet every hour. But thats fine. I'll cope.
Carefactor 1 - meaning ... I die and you wont even know. (thats my being sarcastic i guess).
and its not directed at anybody at all, with the exception of those who made me feel crap for being my best and making up for lost time.
I gather that makes sense in a world that is upside down. ie. Earth.
MY IRISH JOKE THAT I MADE UP on the moment -
What do you get if you put one irish man to another?
A: Irish Men.
So for the time I got to enjoy being a light angel yesterday, I was around Ilium, Isis, and Horus. And i got clever but didnt get to make the most of it, for I was making the most of my life... and being at my job. Thats what life is all about. Working for money.
hmmmm... pretty green I am. Do I go to work and risk being sacked for taking a day off after st pats, even though i didnt go out because i was too sick. Or do I go to the doctor and ask why my head is burning and my stomach is sick. I guess I'll just go in and feel better about myself for it.
March 16 warping in and out of the lighti wrote this to my friend today..
Dear **
I'll tell you cos nobody else cares or is capable of understanding or appreciating my nutter head. And you put up with me and have a brain to comprehend it.
but last night.. i was trying to go to sleep. And it was like i got stuck between the light and the earth. I didnt like it cos I could see and hear and know what anybody who thought about me was doing..I kept having to pull myself out of it. I was neither awake nor asleep.
anyway... i suddenly warped into the mind of a scientist and I started numbering everybody either 1 or 2. It was based on the electrons and phsyical charge of them..
does that make sense?
I was thinking.. you know how in computer code you get 1 or 0. similar type thing.
hmmm. craaaaazy.
Anyway, i know very little about science, so I looked up some science stuff and this came up...
something to do with oscillations. I think I was probably giving people a black or a white code when I gave them a number in my awake half asleep state. I only just remembered that it even happened just now. Sometimes I wish I had a scientist around me, for I often get really weird info from above about the light.. very mathematic and scientific in nature. Its too complex.
THE LIGHT
March 13 friendship braceletsI have two friendship bracelets on my wrist. And I think its time to take one off. For I dont love him anymore.
im banishing him. Its serious.
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