I went to the movies 2night. I saw '?'. I fell asleep. I was tired. All i know is that it had mafia, drugs, cops and guns in it. It was crap. I went to the radio station. It was cool. Sat at the board table and talked about radio. Had a wine. Told em my theory on increasing the bpm to gain more air time, thus mord ad space to increase advertising income. It may have been a bit too much too soon. :) But in theory, it would work. Anyway. That was the rest of my bid day.

Miracles will never cease. I got my ct head scan today after 3mths of battle. It took a whole 5mins. Finally i found some people who believe in me. So i guess pending the results, i find out whether i made a good doctor or whether its all in my head! If im wrong, then im going to hate it cos i hate being wrong. But it may also save me a lot of heartache. Im going back to angel med school in heaven if i am wrong. Resit my exams.

Theres a broken down old record thats singing my name. The record is called Boredom and im lost in its solo. La la la la la la la la la. It goes on and on.

I been asleep today. Havent felt well. Ive had dreams of speaking spanish, dancing difficult dance steps, putting foods together, and trying to put together parties for britney spears. All of which were hard to put together but which came together ok. Bizarre brain boggles.

Happy birthday u fukwit for yesterday. My ex james. Hate you x

I had a look at joe's page or socius. My friend. I was thinking how their are no original bible documents. And how the term 'set in stone' could relate. Maybe the egyptians, such as ilius was a predecessor of jesus. Im just giving an opinion. Not based on light sent information.

I like boys with frog lips (men i should say now that im grown up). Id like to kiss a set of frog lips. Ive said this before i think. It must be the princess in me coming out. People call me princess.. With a good slant so i guess thats ok. Or maybe its just the desire to find my prince.. King now that im grown up.

And! I want to go to the sunday sesh but my sunday sesh buddy is in bali with the girls for a hens party. So unfair. Im stuck here with a swollen brain. Yeah, how bad is it. Does anybody go out of the house anymore?

Ive been thinking about blog entries lately and how everything i say really has little value to anybody. Its just like my diary and i guess im just wondering what people look for in a blog that goes down well with people. Even my creative stuff isnt that creative. I think its all too serious and there needs to a fun factor added. Im just thinking out loud with my texting thumb.

I was told once by an angel called Tony that one day i would meet him in another world. At that time, i wasnt as in touch with other worlds ie. Light angels. I thought he was strange. But now i know what he meant. And i wish i could thank him for lifting me when i really needed it. So if u ever read this tony. I love u lots. Thankyou. Sis x and i saw u at my birthday! They said it wasnt u but it was.

Is exciting. I get to meet the radio station people that ive liked for years. Finally. My last invite, i got the brain thing and couldnt go. And last night, i found the tumor! Or at least a pea size lump near my ear! I hope i get to go this time.

SIMON..
I met simon. He met me. I like him. He is like me. We talk like. We like talk. He is my psych. Simon i say is nice. He believes in me. The end.

Ive been saying really simple arty poet meet type stuff. Eg.
WINDOWS.
Open.
Face apart.
Face together.
See one window.
Close.
Weeeird hey? :) if i get any weirder id be weirded to the window. Weird weird. Close.

I just bought myself BRITNEY SPEARS perfume. CURIOUS. I support BRITNEY. I dont support the media who downgrade her. Support britney. Buy her perfume.

Theres a room with a view
and its calling my name

its in the city of angels
Near the hall of fame

Theres a tall gentleman standing
with his eyes all over me

Its a place in a city
and its where id like to be
to be continued...

Im finally home again. Been at the chapel. I got sick again after taking my naturo medicine that made the tick sound in my head stop for a week. I took it again to be on the safe side and it went down not like it had b4 i left the house. I poured it out after feeling sick and it looks like somebody had thrown mud in it. Somebody had moved it from the shelf where i put it. Anyway I got sick again and have the head tick back. Makes me wonder. I wont let anything beat me and will die in honour of this.

does anybody recognise this???? Every time I see your I see you in you soul Every time I feel you I feel you in your whole Every time I have you in my hand You have me in your heart And every time I see you I see you from the start

I know that my pic will probably label me as an attention seeking tart who publicly displays her underwear on the world wide web. But really I'm just being corageous and thats the message behind this blog. Sometimes you just got to believe in yourself. oh, and also... I hate boys :) ! This year I decided to just 'not do' valentines. Its a good day and all, but I'm in a situation where I have to pay attention to getting my own health and life in order without bombarding my troubles onto a man and into a relationship. Valentines encourages relationships and I got to avoid them like the plague. So instead, I cleaned the house, then dressed in my new red underwear and tried to make myself pretty. Then I sat in front of the tv and painted a picture with a glass of champagne. Then I thought about how I didnt put a valentines message on my blog and well being an angel and all, it could look bad. So I came up with the idea illustrated in the pic of me attached. pathetic but its all I could think of. thought of perhaps sending it to the guys who didn't ask me out and saying, I'd have worn this if you had taken me out for Valentines, but thats just not really even funny. I'm a bit ditsy today. I cant even think or write very well.

so I ended up going to the valentines dinner. and went home early. now I dont have even my purse or my phone. That means just to make things easier, I now have to try and get my phone and purse with all I.D in it so that I can go to the bank tomorrow and get my money out. it couldnt really get any worse now. Even my make up was in my bag, so I have no make up! OH YEAH, HAPPY VALENTINE DAY! hopefully cupid will fire an arrow through my head! or my heart! and I wont dip and lie low. I'll stand high and tall and say, here I am. Please shoot me. cos i love you.

so I ended up going to the valentines dinner. and went home early. now I dont have even my purse or my phone. That means just to make things easier, I now have to try and get my phone and purse with all I.D in it so that I can go to the bank tomorrow and get my money out. it couldnt really get any worse now. Even my make up was in my bag, so I have no make up! OH YEAH, HAPPY VALENTINE DAY! hopefully cupid will fire an arrow through my head! or my heart! and I wont dip and lie low. I'll stand high and tall and say, here I am. Please shoot me. cos i love you.

today before the atm took my card, I went to bunnings and bought ferns to plant underneath the mite infested house I house sit. I had this wild idea... that if I plant spur dropping fauna such as ferns that would spread and grow in a dark wet environment, such as under the house where the mites are, then it would perhaps cut the mites backs and kill them! The spikey spurs and spiky leaves are the prized posessions of the fern. I hope I bought the right ones. I bought three different types. I had this vision and the name of the fern was a Westafern, but I couldnt find that one. Anyway, the mites here are really terrrible and I thought that if they were to go into the main water system, it would maybe be a problem and perhaps even cause an epidemic. So there, thats my effort to help the world today! crazy ha! :) gotta keep myself occupied somehow.