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December 31 Nobody told meIts new years eve. So my hate session is over. Im getting dressed and heading back to the city, then to the chapel to go party at the saint in doubleview. Yay. I love everybody again. Kiss Last minuteI hate everybody today. Im going to get all the bad feelings out of me.. I have a few bitter twisted bits.. So that i can start the new year squeaky clean. I may just walk around nude for 1 day, drink water, and swim in the ocean. Just to make it laughable. Throw a champagne in here and there to even it out. December 30 Health verdictDid i tell everybody that i havent had an 'aneurysm' for 5 days now. I was having real major brain aches and paralysis every 2 days and minor ones every day. I cured myself i think. I have this clot of blood that is bleeding in an area that i cant talk about without embarassment and the ticks in my head have died. I feel normal again. I went crazy for a bit. It was fun tho as i had musical jump out during pre aneurysm stage. The ? is do i now go spend hundreds to see theawaited neurologist. To prove it. SundayWell, we did the sesh. I picked up a 19 year old boy.. as per usual. My friend told him i was a fhm model.. Hahaa what a laugh. He fell for it. I dumped him at the exit. What a bitch hey? Id rather be at vanilla ice in the city and watch him rap. Life is a joy. SundayWell, we did the sesh. I picked up a 19 year old boy.. as per usual. My friend told him i was a fhm model.. Hahaa what a laugh. He fell for it. I dumped him at the exit. What a bitch hey? Id rather be at vanilla ice in the city and watch him rap. Life is a joy. SiestaIm staying in siesta rd and its like a sleepy hollow. Helllp. Theres a dead bird outside my window. I think it got so sleepy it died. Im going to the yallingup sunday sesh 2night. Should be fun if i dont get left by miss talicious in the forest and have to hitch back to siesta. Leg itCan i ride my bike to your house. No hang on. Youre the boy, so u can ride your bike to my house. We can eat fruit loops and we'll sing the sing the sultry blues under the moonlight later. December 29 TaliciousBody shop papaya body butter is tropically tantalising and to die for. Hmmm. Buy it for your girlfriends. Beach partyBeach house party in dunsborough! Who wants to come. If your name starts with j or t, you get invited. Jodie, tarli, justin, travis, tania and tony have invites. Tarli is the head boss. She just got the house. Last time she left me in the forest and i had to sleep there with a cat that found me. I need back up this time. Dear whoeverOn my birthday this year, i saw a guy in a long jacket who looked like a shweet man. I think he bought a bottle of champagne for me but im not sure. I think on a later occasion he bought me another bottle. Im always in this wonderous world where im not certain of anything because i dont get to ask. Or say thankyou. I made up a remix of she moves in mysterious ways. I may ask that labrat kc baker guy to open a suggestions box as the request box doesnt work! Lets all pick on labrat 2night! December 28 Dear whoeverWhat happens when u have this angel in your head that u are in love with and find it hard to be with a normal man as a result. U think its a certain man on earth but that man doesnt think its him. Then u realise its actually another man who has known you were the angel in his head since you met, but you have only now woken up to it and its pretty much all too late. It kind of makes u rethink your whole dedication to the angel in your head and shocks u into falling into a surreal zone. Story time.. Peter Boy DollOnce upon a time there was a girl called Dolly. She had curly hair and dolly blue eyes. One day while in the garden singing a song, she saw a boy called Peter Doll. She said my nanna is peter. Peter didnt understand but he made sense of it anyway and made her feel comfortable for her silly talk. Just like she did when he poohed his pants in front of the kindergarten kids where they met...giggles. a true story from when i was 3 at kindergarten. Flashbacks of peter boy doll. Think ill eat some wormsNobody loves me, everybody hates me... Think ill eat some worms. Long thin skinny ones, big fat furry ones.. Ill eat em and throw their skins away. ... Hmm. Makes u wonder who comes up with these sicko rhymes.. I need a cuddle. Wheres harley my cat. He still loves me. We are in love. Sigh The chapelAlthough its a mite infested floor, the house has a special something about it. And every time i open that back door to the chapel area its like a musical erupts in me. It will be the death of me that house but its like i have to go back there even tho its dangerous and has deceit surrounding its ownership (that comment alone will get me shot). Its unfinished thats why. Its a love story that im living. My favourite scene i did 23 dec.. the dotted dress, pearls, red shoes, cooking in the kitchen. Dreamy. Attack of the killer bugsWill u still love me if i have scabies? It could just be the microscopic mites under the floorboards at the chapel house where i go live that are attracted to thd tick tick of the ticks in my head. It may not be scabies. Haaa. I washed myself in flea and tick dog shampoo so i should be ok... U still love me dont you? Stand upI graduated from the academy of the worlds biggest ass holes! I have a golden heart, yet i encounter the most horrible people and every time, no matter how big and scary he is, i have overcome the fear and walked away. On this graduation from ass holes day i swear to live by my rules of - I will never give my hands up to a man who has not showed me his worth. Id die for a man who couldnt show his worth if was deserving of his rights. Id give up if i thought he was unworthy. December 25 AndId like to heal another b4 the day is over. So if a certain person needs a hand tell me b4 i die! The artist in the story died of a brain clot in her head! Remember! Give u life if u give me life. Did u get it? And now for the diaryWell, i prayed for a boy n a house of my own and guess what! I got the house n boy but dont get to keep em... Im living a story at the moment told to me around 5 yrs ago by Angel Li. I didnt realise til cleaning the house in the story (love the neighbours who i treat with my antics..oops sorry). I pray that angel li leaves to find true love as he will send love into one. So stand up see the xmas bear. Its there! OLjodieleeSofia loud and live at the backyard chapel! Xmas prayer for peaceFrom the grace of Mary..Well, if i will pray for the father and son. Then i pray that the man will take our soul into one. Jesus was a man, and of angel light. A father, a son, a spirit of the holy light. Born on this day. God bless to the kingdom of love. Let there peace. Amen December 22 should i stay or go I DONT CARE ABOUT MONEY OR ASSETS
I JUST WANT THE TRUTH
SO I KNOW IF I SHOULD CRY AND GO TO SLEEP
OR STAY AND TAKE THE FAITH IN LEAP
LEAP FROG OVER THE FENCE MAYBE?
OR WILL I GET SHOT DOWN AS I HAVE BEFORE
OR DO I TAKE THE PATH THAT I CHOSE
AND MAKE A CRY TO THE LORE
WHO DOESN'T KNOW ME AT ALL
AND TAKE ANOTHER BOUT OF PAIN IN HEART
UNTIL HE TAKES IT TO THE CORE
SMASH IT ON THE CORE
AAAH, I'VE DONE THIS ALL BEFORE ANYWAY. |
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