I reckon that somebody broke into my house, got my new razors, (pause) pur-posely blunted them. (pause) just so i would cut my legs.

Unbelievable!

Giggles. Crazy woman joke.

The reason why i am still alive today after one horiffic event after another is because im a survivor. I just get over it. And close my light off to love. I dont hold grudges or get revenge. I just leave it. I freshen my heart. I look at my light and nobody elses. I laugh and love me. And if i cant get over myself. Its cos i dont need to. I am love.

I think about the fukwits that raped me. And how they could even txt me at 1.30am when im in bed at my parents. They still want to get me again. Id say they must watch the video and get excited. They treat me like a slut. Ive never slutted myself or acted like one or taken any thing from them. They were my friends who raped me. And u know what. The police cant do anything. I should have just gone around with a gun and shot him in the dick! I get upset.

So anyway, Jack black writes his segment. He comes up with something great. Then his limo pulls up and he says to me. You! Youre coming with me. I say. Yeah. Im coming with you. The end.

Me: Harry. HARRY. Get in here. Can u get us some coffee.
Little Harry: yes. Madam. I can. (he does a dirty joke. He gets on the phone in the boardroom to the coffee shop. Writes his own segment)

I have little jokes in my head about the station 92.9. And if was a brand director i would get my light finger gun out. Point it., say 'And what have you done'. Round the board table. 'Ok, you go home, you can go home, andy you can go home' :). Hamish you stay.' ;)

My favourite dj on 92.9 is Ellie. It was hamish, but i like ellie the best. Cos she phoned me and knew my favourite song. I think she should get a pay rise or a promotion. :)

Where is Ella. She has long blonde curly hair, beautiful legs and wears santa boots and a little dress. She's a light angel who wants to know where her dad is.

They are everywhere. Ill get them with my two finger gun turned menthol glow cigarette. :) craaazy.

My funny angel friends cheered me up! They are earth angels who go into light. They just dont know it or wont accept it. Had a few ha ha's. Thanks dudes if u know who you are.

Im laying in my bed and i get what feels like a boy angel on earth talking to me through the light. Its all good. And then i get answer your phone. My phone gets a message. I think wow. I didnt know the number. Its the brother of the guy who raped me. I still reckon he had a big part in it. Considering he walked out of the room as i came out of sleep. I was date raped but only remember being given a green drink, then waking up. I also got pregnant. Immaculate conception or rape.

I was trying to get to sleep last night. And then i get a big angelic bolt out of the gold by Angel Elijah. Ive missed her (my soul) since she raised her light and left my body. She said i am gold like her (i thought i was devoid of this since the rape of me). Anyway i start lifting in body and soul. She says that i need to be on earth for a reason. She crosses me (blessed) and says sleep my girl. So i try lay, half floating off my bed... Cont above.

YEAH IT'S ON

What ever happened to reebok slide. I loved it. Les mills should bring out some kind of slide class. Just a thought. I drive long distances and think alot :) i get bored very easily.